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On The Balcony

by A Bad Night For A Hero

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    Physical CD for On The Balcony. Includes 24-page booklet with lyrics, photos and "Balcony" essay written by Brandon Arnold.

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1.
After We End 01:29
Come on, baby, know that you're teasing Don't tell me you don't want to see me I say everything that you're thinking I say anything that you're needing I know I'll show you what comes after we end I lose, you lose but you're still winning but tonight I'll be the one grinning even with the blood clearly thinning This is just the beginning
2.
I tried to pave this road with best intentions but when you try this hard Well, nobody wins We ditched the kids in the dark, where the trail ends and got a taste of what we'd both been missing If we had been better maybe we would have stayed I couldn't do it Oh, it's so funny, wait I'm really sorry, oh no, please believe me The best intentions, no, they don't mean a thing The road to hell is paved with all this liquor She was too drunk to drive, I had to kiss her It did the trick she had to sit and figure out If me or BF tasted better on her mouth If I had been better maybe she would have stayed I had to hesitate It's so funny, wait Can't figure out just why she won't talk to me The best intentions, no, they don't mean a thing If we had been better maybe we would have stayed How could I do this? Oh, it's so funny, wait I'm trying honesty, it's time to come clean The best intentions, no, they don't mean a thing If we had been better maybe we would have stayed together
3.
So we laced our hands together and that alone just made my day and she wants to ride The Zipper So we step into the cage and I can feel us getting higher and you can see that it's not safe but before they go and drop us She calmly turns to kiss my face I can't tell if the girl or the carnival rides got me shaking inside "Just play it cool" I feel my heart coming upchuck Is it good, is it bad luck if I die in here with you? Tell me what's a boy to do? So we stumble through the exit I hear that Brandon almost died So we climb inside the ferris wheel to cure my fear of frightening heights And I can see us getting higher and you can see your house from here and a million times, your lips touched mine and that alone just made my year (Chorus) I'd like to say "I love you" but I don't want to pay all these fees and these fines that my heart has designed Just to keep me away From hurting you I can see that you're scared of me more than the air that we suddenly seem to fall right through (Chorus) Oh, you see, well she cries when I touch her but, oh god, I love her So what else can I do? I could stay at arm's length like I'm clever but, oh no, I'd never I know she loves me too So tell me what's a boy to do?
4.
Captain Nemo 02:58
(You can't find me) I'm still trying (You're just not trying) I keep finding (You can't hear me) All these reasons (You're just not listening) What's left for me? Sometimes… I'll hide Away… away… Dining in an atmosphere of stale and familiar fear And all that I have left to say Is how it's worse than yesterday Sometimes… I'll hide Away… away…
5.
Queso 03:48
What if we played this out? Played every broken sound that stumbled from your mouth before it hit the ground Can you contain it? (No!) Can you restrain it? (No!) How could you ever hope to hold it in when I can read it on your lips? Girl if you want to You know we can get down Girl if you want to You know we can get around Don't act like I don't know you And I've been fumbling with my hands and fingers Making crude hand signs that only I could figure I should say it (Yeah) But I'm afraid Code Ivy Red: I've read your inward legs all wrong (Chorus) Are we not brave? Are we not charming? Am I not brave? Am I not charming?
6.
I will drive as far as I have to and I will thrive even burning beneath you Because the sunlight's done and crossed the city lines and I've been living every day like it’s the night And I will love as much as I have to And I will burn no longer from you And you could run your pretty fingers down my spine and you might read me like I let you all those times But if you thought you knew me Well, you're in for a surprise I'm warming up to sunlight No longer to your fire Because the sunlight's done and crossed the city lines and I've been living every day like it's the night and I don't have to hate myself I don't need your help anymore I've got the sunlight to remind me That it's so funny… That it's so funny… That it's so funny, wait But wait before you go… There's a few more things that you don't really need to know But ever since your eyes have turned away from me I feel relieved that I can finally get to sleep and if I see you there, well, that's enough for me I've got it good I've got the sunlight to remind me That it's so funny… And it's so funny… And it's so funny, wait And it's so funny, I'll be laughing all the while But to the untrained ear it may come off as crying
7.
Had a funny feeling you were over my shoulder I guess that's the frostbite kicking in Guess there goes all hope I had of winning you over But that's not why I started this and I'm not about to stop You were the last muse At least until the next one… When one door closes another wound opens Cut myself on these roses Sneaking peeks through your window This funny feeling, falling over and over Like I've never been on the ice, my friends Too busy wishing that I had your voice recorded Distracted, I roll my ankle again (Chorus) Been dehumanizing so many boys that I envy They're all selfish pricks At least if you ask me But I've dehumanized myself in my bitter frenzy Because I believe those boys are better than I'll ever be (Chorus) As I drift like a glacier in foreign water my last thoughts, in no particular order I can't swim, I'm sorry, you're scalding hot I am an ice cube, you didn't mean to step on I'm never going to see you again, am I? Glub glub… Glub glub…
8.
Grave Digger 02:05
Dig deep Dig faster until you hit the rock What do you have to lose? Six feet Six more Double down Why not? What do you have to lose? And isn't it fitting? Digging my own grave Just to prove I can What for? Why not? Seemed like a good idea until they let me loose Digging for my sick pleasure Proving to me I'm capable And isn't it fitting? Digging my own grave Just to prove I can
9.
Dead Lovers 03:23
"I saw she saw you" Was the note you left for me I couldn't let this go even outside of a dream The sun is shining again and I'm more than slightly obsessed with the ghost of the girl in my car who would hold me to her breast And I see dead lovers getting frisky in the sheets and I see dead lovers getting frisky in my backseat and I see dead lovers limping up and down the street and I see a dead lover in the mirror, every morning "This warnings for you there's someone underneath your bed" And somehow even without one I am still the one to lose his head to a killer I have never seen and thank god we've never met Just a heads up if you're reading this I'll be the one that she soon forgets (if she hasn't already) (Chorus) I could claw my way out if I really wanted to But laying in the dark is much more comfortable I don't have to try, no, I don't have to think and look I've lost a lot of weight so who needs a shrink? And if you can't take your eyes right off of me then I can pretend that I'm still winning until we meet again and you send my head spinning "You'll always be my first" then why am I always the last to crawl my way out of the dirt the blood has dried, simply of lack of time to find a better word than I am just a dead lover So go ahead and do your worst I am just a dead lover…
10.
Last Laugh 03:26
I lied when I said you were not the reason You were the only one Songs in morse code, I'd hoped you'd decode That's all it ever was Does my hurt undo yours, my penance your scars? It does not SOS, Goodnight Does my hurt undo yours, my penance your scars? It does not SOL, Goodbye… Death by car… Death by trigger… Death by paid killer, I just could not decide Sophie, it's time I'm too drunk to drive Guess I'll just die if I can't catch a ride They keep the door cracked So they can keep track Who gets the last laugh? Who gets the last laugh?

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A Bad Night For A Hero is…
Brandon Arnold - Bass/Vocals
Randall Bell - Drums
C.J. Hackett - Guitars/Vocals
Maranda Sandoval - Keys/Vocals

All music written and performed by A Bad Night For A Hero
Lyrics written by C.J. Hackett, except for track #4 written by Brandon Arnold and C.J. Hackett,
and track #8 written by Brandon Arnold
Recorded, Mixed, and Mastered at Wescott Pro Audio

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released April 1, 2018

Brandon would like to thank: Friends and family. Erinn, Dan, Mom, Dad, Susan, Sam and Daisy. Punk-rock. And my kick-ass band mates and best friends.

Randall would like to thank: His friends and family.

C.J. would like to thank: Mom, Joe, Liam & Lilith, Sophie Raab, Lizi Gray, Elias Hambey, Owen Kinslow, ShoutGraphicDesigns, Wescott Pro Audio, and a certain girl who changed the outcome.

Maranda would like to thank: My mom and my band mates for putting up with my crazy schedule

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A Bad Night For A Hero Colorado Springs

A Bad Night For A Hero (ABNFAH) is an indie rock band from Colorado Springs. Formed originally as a solo project by frontman and guitarist C.J. Hackett, the band now includes Brandon Arnold (bass/vocals), Randall Bell (drums) and Maranda Sandoval (keys/vocals)
The band released their first EP "Michelle's" in 2015 and they recently dropped their first LP "On The Balcony" in 2018.
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